

Life ChangesThe music I once heard ...is no longer there The joy I once had ...is no longer there The happiness I once had ...is no longer there The people I loved and love ...are not there And it will never be the sameLife Changes
But;now instead of hearing the peacefull music ...I hear chaos instead of joy ...I have anger and bitterness instead of happiness ...I have stress and I'm depressed instead of being with the people I've loved for so long I was forced away from them in moments And I am now with new aquaintences I wonder------will t


What Am I NotWhat am I not that makes you overlook me... What is wrong with me- Am I not pretty enough? Am I not skinny enough? Am I not fun enough? What is it about me that makes you overlook me? What am I not?What Am I Not
Then I have to ask myself- Why beat ourself over the head like this when obviously the future
holds something or someone more special
that wants me for me...and he won't
focus on what i'm not but what I am That's clearly who I need..maybe you'll come aroud one of these days... ...then again....maybe not.


Sitting AloneI sit alone and dream I dream about how things were And how I wish they could'veSitting Alone
stayed that way it's not fair that now you are gone and its so cold without you My eyes long to see you There wasjust something about you that made us hit it off so well And now you are gone...


How Much MoreAll around me I see Nature's praise to You How much moreHow Much More
should I praise you For You died and rose
again for me. If rocks can cry out
to their creator How much more can I
call out to you If the rain and sunshine praise you How much more I can praise you If the grass and trees
can dance before you How much more
I can praise you For You are my
Creator,too And you died and rose
again for me.


Shackledunmoved, ineffective but the pulse beats on consumed by the lifeless and I drag on... weak and defenseless beaten like the devil's whore lungs collapsing, i'm falling yet i stand up for more. raped by wickedness and it will happen again covered in dross i'm shackled by my sin.Shackled
i hate titles
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
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"Life is what happens to you while your busy making other plans."
-John Lennon
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"For affliction does not come from the dust, nor does trouble spring from the ground; yet man is born to trouble, as the sparks fly upward. But as for me, I would seek God, and to God I would commit my cause"
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*Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth. I sat at a table where were rich food and wine in abundance, an obsequious attendance, but sincerity and truth were not; and
I went away hungry from the inhospitable board.* H. D. Thoreau
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the greatest thing youll ever learn is just to love...and be loved in return
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